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Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
8:13 pm	like whoa! (haha i do steal words from other ppl) i had a good weekend. i dint go trick or treating so i just stayed home with my dad and my brother and watched scary movies. carrie and arachnophobia. ooooo scary! the book carrie is way creepier. i just finished it and i think i am going to have nightmares from it. so yesterday i babysat for riley while jane was out. oh hes so cute. i took off my shirt to change and he said "i can see your boobs" haha i have large man boobs. i went to the salvation army and saw jessie and saga and i got the shirt that says "still nifty at 50". we got another bearded dragon. hes a lot bigger than spike. his name is louie. we got him for free so we were just like sure we'll take him. today me and julien helped jane with her yard work and it wasnt fun. then we went to the hole in the wall gang camp which is a camp that children with cancer go to to interact with other kids who know what they are going through. there were no kids but there were parents of those kids and i think that they thought me and julien had cancer cuz they were being really nice to us. isnt it sick how it feels god to have ppl feel bad for you? i was thinking about that the whole time i was there. its kind of sad to know that little kids get cancer and die at such a young age. so ya i just found a tick on me and it was already in my skin. how nasty is that cause then you have to yank it out and stuff. so i had a good weekend and i wish school wasnt tomorrow. blah! i love you ppls this much <--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------> kEnnETh Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: billy joel-only the good die young (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 26th, 2003
8:05 am	jazz hands so its like 8:00 right now but it should be 9. fuck you daylight savings time. but wait, hey i get a whole nother hour today, awesome. i am up so early cuz i watched sleeping beauty on abc last night and it made me sleepy and i went to bed. sleeping beauty rocks! ya, so the only one who filled out that quiz thing is allison, my cousin, and i had to tell her to fill it out. its not too late!!!! you can still do it! please. kenneth Current Mood: groggy Current Music: wtf does groggy mean (Comment on this)
Friday, October 24th, 2003
7:58 pm	ok, whatever so, this weekend randys lesbian daughter is coming over and staying, someone pleez help. shes not so bad tho. yea, EVERYONE is doing something tonight and yet again kenny is left out. giana mentioned something but then she was like yea i dont think anyone can come over. so shes prolly doing sumthing with someone else. ya i so wicked lonely right now and i feel like there is noone out there. all i am thinking about is the music i am listening to and nothing else. and noone is in my house AT ALL. so i wish that i could have done something but i'm not so i'll stop wimpering. fuck you kenny! if you care...fill it izout! 1. My name: 2. Where did we meet? 4. How long have you known me? 5. How well do you know me? 6. Do I smoke? 7. Do I believe in God? 8. When you first saw me, what was your 1st impression? 9. My age? 10. Birthday? 11. Have you ever had a crush on me? 12. Color eyes? 13. Do I have any siblings? 15. What's one of my favorite things to do? 16. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you? 17. What's my favorite type of music? 18. What is the best feature about me? 19. Am I shy or outgoing? 20. Would you say I am funny? 21. Have you ever seen me cry? 22. If there were one good nickname for me, what would it be? 23. Are my parents still together? 24. What do I love? 25. What songs make you think of me? 26. If you could set me up with one person for the rest of my life, WHO would it be? Love, Kenneth Current Mood: lonely Current Music: alice in chains i dont know the name of the song (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 20th, 2003
4:22 pm	yyeeaa so last night, i went to roger williams zoo!!! with my family. no aminals godammit, but what was really cool was they had 5000 pumpkins, oh yea! there was different themes. there was jungle, then hawaiian, then all these years like 20s 30s, you get the dilio. they were so nice and detailed, a lot of them had pictures of ppl and you could seriously tell who they were if you dint even look at the name. i wish i brought a camera or something. ok ppl who may not know, (which is everyone cept allison) i am obsessed with animals. yea, heres a list of my animals: lukis pukis spike mohammud nosforatu king menes (allisons) flounder marshmallow flaco bob ziggy crusty jorge those are not counting my fish in juliens tank and at my moms and all of julien and my dads animals. yea so basically i am bloating cuz i have lots of animals which is really dumb but what can i say? they are my best friends in the whole world. if you have any questions to what species, just im me or something. so we had to do this project in biology and we had to do it on a certai portion of the chapter, so today we were just sitting there at the end of class having nothing to do she comes over and tells us we missed a page!!! ahh its due tomorrow, so matt baum is gonna do it for us (nice guy) and i have nothing to do, but i have to say it got me stressed. so i am leaving you now, ^that was enough for me today kenneth Current Mood: good Current Music: hoobastank-crawling in the dark (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 17th, 2003
3:12 pm	dot com i just realized i live next to a farm. so yea dont take my entries seriously, that is just the way i am feeling at the moment. uh duh! and if you dont get something, ask b4 telling other ppl about it so they get mad at me and yell. yeah i dont even kno if i am staying at my moms or going to my dads this weekend but i'll just ask my brotha man wuz happenin. oh god julien, i love you!!! as long as youre not grounded, look at my journal, and arent a family member, call me. oh wait that would be no one. ok bye kenneth Current Mood: quixotic Current Music: korn-thoughtless (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 16th, 2003
8:13 pm	muhahaha so whoever wrote that comment, thanx, it may have just been one of my friends trying to cheer me up but otherwise i dont know who the hell you are but seriously, that made me feel bad. it did one good thing, made me use proactiv more!!! haha, well anywho my teacher yelled at me in class because i forgot my binder for current events but nick sullivan did the same thing and he dint even get yelled at, but hes pretty cool, not cool as in popular, cool as in hes nice to me :). so, i'm just sitting here in my room looking at my fish tank, really bored. oh yea i climbed the rock wall in gym today and i fell three times and one of the times i scraped my fatass leg really bad, ouch! it still hurts, i dint even know how bad it was till i got home and looked at it. i am way too over dramatic. i need to go to a football game at killingly soon, its really the only place i belong. everyone thinks i should move back there, NOW!!! i wish so wicked bad that it was that easy but guess what, its not!!! i think my friends at woodstock will miss me tho. golly gee i love all my woodstock pals, i wish i was in like one class with them. i still got tara all day on day 2s. oh god, its so fun to walk around at lunch all alone on day 1s *sarcasm*. i really hope next semester is better but it wont be cuz all my friends take scp classes and i take acp. i'm so dumb, i should change my classes to scp, except geometry cuz i'm good in math anyways. yea i think will, and i would get way better grades too. well it was fun talking to my journal today. i love you all. kennerd hehe i figured i'd be kewl like everyone else and post lyrics Well we got no choice all the girls and boys Makin' all that noise cause they found new toys. Oh we can't salute ya can't find a flag If that don't suit ya that's a drag. School's out for summer school's out forever School's been blown to pieces. No more pencils no more books No more teacher's dirty looks. Well we got no class and we got no principles And we got no innocence We won't even think of a word that rhymes. School's out for summer school's out forever Ah school's been blown to pieces. No more pencils no more books No more teacher's dirty looks. Out for summer out till fall We might not come back at all. School's out forever school's out for summer School's out spring fever school's out completely. Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: alice cooper-schools out (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 15th, 2003
4:00 pm	i know i had something to write about so i got up, took a shower, had breakfast, went to school, went on the bus, and here i am,writing in my journal that noone ever reads, what an exciting day. i think all of my friends are bored with me, they dont talk to me anymore, i'm just kind of there. i just realized that i have gianas name in most of my entries and my name is in prolly about 2 of her entries, isnt that sad, maybe i am obsessed, hehe. who cares, i am the biggest loser in all the world and everyone looks right fucking through me. look at these entries, its so sad i want ppl to feel bad for me but noone gives a shit, they really shouldnt, cuz i am basically saying i'm depressed over and over again, maybe i dont know what being depressed is, maybe i have nothing to do so i made up this dark depressing life just to make it seem that i actually have a life, even though i put over and over that i do not have one. well who cares, its not like highschool is what life evolves around, i would really like to have friends but if i cant get them, oh well i have my whole life ahead of me. right now i think i will try to do good in school so i have options in life. seriously though i dont understand why these kids that get teased at school and get bullied kill themselves or drop out or something huge that will change or take their lives. well i love everyone kenneth Current Mood: cranky Current Music: nirvana-smells like teen spirit (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 12th, 2003
9:06 pm	yeah i feel so awful right now. i am so left out, all my friends do things and dont even care that i am not involved. i am just a "school" friend and nothing else. i serve no other purpose to them. i need a life and no one is willing to give it to me. well duh kenny you need to get the life yourself, i need to get out more and get more friends, but the sad truth is that i am not gonna do that anytime soon, and that bothers me. what is stopping me? i want it so bad but i am not willing to do anything about it. i wish that i dint care about this shit as much as i do but what can i say? i hate who i am and i just want to die. even if i did move back to killingly, would it be any better, i am just fooling myself into thinking that it will be. everyone has been trying to tell me all this and i have just ignored them but now i realize that my whole life is a big joke and i am not meant to do anything on this earth. my friends arent the problem its me, ME!!!!! nico, you have the right to make bad comments in my journal, because it was all true. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: julien singing eminem (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 11th, 2003
11:16 pm	nothing today was an okay day. i went to the golden greek and i saw my friend christine. she was a bus girl so i couldnt talk to her. i had blackened chicken and it was good but it made me feel sick. dawn took the time limit off the computer, and i am glad. i forgot how fun it is to stay up late and talk to all my friends online and get dazed from the light of the computer. i got a new light for my fish tank. my meme might have breast cancer too. godammit god, wasnt two grandparents enough??? i need my grandparents. i was so sad when my pepe died and when my nana died. i said hi to my pepe today, his ashes are in this really nice box on a shelf at my memes, and that made me feel sad knowing that it might happen to my meme too. my mom is freaking out. i dont even know why i wrote this cuz i should try to be positive and think that it will be ok. julien and my mom are going at it like... ok i cant think of a analogy right now but maybe later. they are just really mad cuz my mom thinks my dad brainwashed julien or something like that. well i love you my posse. kenny Current Mood: lazy Current Music: just pure silence (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 10th, 2003
4:13 pm	hello ppls so, i dont have anything to write about, i didnt get the results i wanted today, no one even pushed me or hurt me, well giana did but she does that everyday. my dads bday is today, he is 46, i'm gonna have to start calling him old balls, but he still looks about half the age of randy. i need to get some friends that i do stuff with on the weekends. i dont do anything, good god tara does more than i do. seriously, if anyone wants to do something on the weekends with me LET ME KNOW. who am i kidding no one wants to, well i cant say i didnt try. someone call me. 963 9095 for those of you who dont know my number kenneth p.s. new email adress: porous_freak@hotmail.com Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: cold-confession (Comment on this)
Monday, October 6th, 2003
8:39 pm	doot doot i havent ritten in this shiznit in a while, but giana is going to get me a lj soon so, farewell to this journal, even though the name of it is xemopenguin and i am not exactly emo, or a penguin so would that make me a poser??? naaa, i just want a live journal so i can be part of the team, one of the squad. haha, no. old balls is as old as ever and he makes out with my mom, i think they want to be young again. my mom with her wrinkle cream and randy with his wrinkly balls, ugh. i have to do biology home work but it doesnt matter cuz i am already getting a C in that class. so it is spirit week which means friday is pep rally!!!! i am not really excited about pep rally, just i am going to dress in all killingly shit and get beat up, somehow i am thinking that it will be fun. well you are all little angels, no who am i kidding? you are all devils and antichrists. kenneth Current Mood: dirty Current Music: tv-the crocodile hunter (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
8:09 am	sittin here NO SCHOOL!!!!!!!! haha i called allie to let her know and she already went on the bus. it turns out a boiler is down or something like that. well i was hopin there would be no school today....like i do everyday so i am glad. well yall have fun. kenneth Current Mood: awake Current Music: the television-clifford the big red dog (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 28th, 2003
6:42 pm	dear diary... so, the football game was really fun, and it wasnt even because giana was there, we were having fun b4 that, but dont get me wrong, i was glad that she was there :). allison was not there again. so i slept over my dads that night and jane was a tad bit intoxicated, but she is fun when she is drunk. she is fun anyways, and i used to be ashamed of her and tell my friends that i dont like her, i am such a bastard sometimes. we had my aunt and uncles 25th anniversary party today, and ricky and ryan came. ryan-swares at his mom really bad and needs counseling, ricky-scratches tekno dogs heads. it was supposed to be a surprise party i guess but they forgot that they parked the cars in front. haha i thought that was so dumb, but we had fun, some ppl are still here. i need to do two labs for bio due tuesday so naturally i will do them tomorrow night. well i dont have much else to say so i wont waste any more of your time, i love everyone!!! kenneth Current Mood: cold Current Music: duran duran-hungry like the wolf (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003
5:00 pm	lalalalalala i had a horrible day. i couldnt help but think about my nana like all day, and it made me feel sad, i started basically crying in biology, and ms. tassone had to be a bitch and make me take her stupid quest thingy, which is a quiz that counts twice, when i had much more important things to do this weekend.i most likely failed it. what a horrible day, i sware to god, i am seriously depressed and i dont know why, and allie is iming me that giana told her i complained about her not being there all morning, at least i dont think i did, but allie doesnt have to be real mean about it. last night was so fun, we stayed late at uncle jeffs cuz my cousins eric and pj were there. they kept asking me if giana was hot and kept calling her janelle or something like that. my mom got me a deepest sympathy card for nana and i thought that was real nice of her. she gave me a hug in her towel this morning, and i thought that was also very odd. so i love you nana, god speed. i love all you guys kenneth Current Mood: crappy Current Music: the filter in my fish tank (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 18th, 2003
8:18 pm	i dont know hi, i dont have much to write about but whatever. my mom embarassed me this morning and we had to drive up to danielles bus stop and i had to wait there. its so damn embarassing, but its less embarassing than pulling in front of the bus with a silver minivan with a mother and a son fighting because we were supposed to be at the school earlier. i think that the whole school thinks i am a loser, haha there i go again being paranoid. oh well, i gotta go, randys daughter put a time limit on the internet and i have to get off in like two seconds. luv you guys kenneth Current Mood: mellow Current Music: pantera-i'm broken (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 15th, 2003
8:41 pm	its all okay haha my mom is talking to me now and me and giana worked things out, so yea nothing wrong here. my mom said that we will let the court decide and that was that, no more fights, for now. i'm glad someone finally told me that i constantly talk about having no friends and how the internet is my life(giana). i will never tell her that i updated something online again, or anyone else for that matter. well i love you all kenneth Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: the ataris-boys of summer (Comment on this)
3:46 pm	bad day at the grind GIANA IS MAD AT ME MY MOM IS MAD AT ME I AM MAD AT ME THE WORLD IS MAD AT ME and i dont know why kenneth Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: i'm not listening to any at the moment (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 13th, 2003
8:50 pm	sad in pomfret ugh i am so mad and depressed at the same time. the killingly game sucked lots of ass. adam had to be a bastard and not talk to me while i stalked him around the football game. becca or mark wasn't even there. i got two hugs, one from kelly and one from jeff. again, no love from adam. i sware to god sometimes he pisses me off. he got a replacement for me named lenny, he has black hair and glasses so theyre like oh its kenny, right in front of me. thats like saying i'm gonna move back to killingly and get a new friend named breanna. how would giana feel if i said, yea she looks and talks like you. oh that was just so heartbreaking, kind of like kick in the ass saying we dont need you here anymore. but thats not why i am moving back to killingly anyways, it is because my dad is fighting for me and really wants me over there, i believe i will be happy either way. i got into a fight with my mom about how these kids were bothering julien at school and she was trying to tell us that it was ok if they did that, i mean seriously, now i kno what kind of person she was in high school. so then she called her sister to complain to her about us, and she was sitting right there on the phone talking about us, i got mad and she didnt understand. she started crying and now she is giving us the silent treatment. is she 2 years old, no, shes 46, she needs to grow up and old balls has to be an asshole and agree with her, he cant think for himself. ok sorry for rambling on like that but i just needed to breathe, i am sick of this weekend already. cant wait til school. ok i love you all kenneth Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: alice in chains-sludge factory (Comment on this)
Friday, September 12th, 2003
4:44 pm	cant wait i'm gonna see my friends from killingly tonight at the football game, you have no idea how long its been. i havent seen any of them since confirmation. i'm a little bit worried that i've changed but i'm mostly excited, i am aware that allison thinks that i stole her old friends but thats just the way it worked out, i dint even talk to adam for weeks after school begun so... yea. well i cant wait to see adam, jeff, mark, kelly, grayson,jimmy, becca, alex, and kevin all again, hope it dint miss anyone. yea and i hope ian doesnt go, that kid pisses me off. oh well, i feel so stupid because of how excited i am. giana and allison are going too, they are my assurance just in case noone wants to talk to me. my god i am paranoid. who am i kidding, i can already see the excited expression on jeffs face. i love you all kenneth Current Mood: amused Current Music: Hilary Duff-why not (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 11th, 2003
5:14 pm	ugghh i had a nice day today, art is like my favorite class, cuz i love art so much and its the only class i have a friend in. i made a friend in study hall. he may be slightly perverted but what guy isnt? i told him that i was an in the closet pervert but ppl who know me know that is not the case. but then again girls can also be perverted at times coughgianacough. it is said that guys think about sex constantly but i believe girls think about it just as much. i had to stay after to take a make up quiz with ms tassone/zemba. too bad she is getting married, shes prolly like the hottest teacher in the school, oh well why would she want me anyway. then again why would anyone want me? i am going to the football game at killingly this friday, giana and allison, you best be comin, well i love you all kenneth Current Mood: geeky Current Music: green day-burning out (1 Comment |Comment on this)